Spend one whole day slacking.
and congrats to pig.
so far till now she hasn't stone for a minute. WAHAHA
she wants to watch the cove. seems so interesting LOL
and finally she broke her own record on biotronic! wahahaha. level6
maybe that's just luck.

i don't like this feeling

In the loft right now. tonight would be the last night. checking out tomorrow.
guess what?
yeah. slackers HAHA.
sian. loft isn't that great. without the nice TV it is nothing >.<
waiting for pohpeng to buy back dinner HAHA.
yisin is sleeping. thomas playing game i guess.
toteboard~ sort of drew out the "storyboard"

i found out that video call is the same as voice call.
great discovery LOL.
I have nothing much this few days.
holiday is here and but ~~~

aaaaaaaaaaaa

KON~!
holiday seems to have started. yes I felt it.
Even though there are things to be done.
HOHOHO.
Tomorrow I will tidy up my stuffs again.
I don't know why but my things get messy very easy.
Maybe due to my habit of throwing them around all the time.
then have to find some time to make a trip to the post office next week.
going to sign up for the TCP camp..$400 for 4 days? wow. I hope the food would be great. LOL
borrowed two novels > part one and part two LOL.
and two books on handicraft.
gonna start on something soon~
bought my hook needle today and three balls of strings
I should have buy some yellow, blue and green too ><
oh great. seems like I just get DC LOL

after living for 16 years gonna 17...

 Right now in eGarage stuck with sam LOL.
going to practise the stuffs we learned in the iphone course.
great yisin. u can come and join us too.
I hope there isn't a need to come back for the rest of the week cos i already have some plans in mind.
but I am quite excited now? haha. first time going to really sort of develop something? even if I don't really have the skills ><

I want to rollerblade~ LOL.
YISIN TEACH ME PIANO!
ahh. wee. bit cranky now

feeling so tired. i don't know why. is it because I slept too much?

recently there seems to be nothing for me to journal about.
I thought i want to type about some of my thoughts?
but they just thoughts that i keep having. nothing new.
i feel like confiding in someone. but its just the same old things.

there are certain memories which are so nice and painful to be reminded of.
think of it as if nothing happen, that is why I am feeling so empty now.
and there is this big hole right in my life.

the more I think about it, the more I am scared of approaching people, the more I am going to hesitate.
where am i exactly heading towards? ahh. I think my pms this month is one of the worst 10 ever HAHA

today i went rollerblading.
been quite a long time since I did some exercise.
had a great time playing with my sisters. I was really afraid of falling down.
then my sisters will like dashing towards my way.
So i threaten meiqi with her phone in my hand, telling her,
if I fall, thats the end of her phone cos it would crash onto the floor with my hand haha
( more... )

weee. I think I am a really good girl today :D
Did house chores.
lalala hahahaha!
( -image heavy- )

DING DONG.
 -.-
=.=
Yesterday night
好难过~
也很难过
真是难过

Even though I said I was tired in the sms and want to sleep.
I couldn't sleep.
Yes I am really tired.

ahh. then idiot me wrote a letter.
to who?
to 18 years old me.

konbanwa.
i have so much to say but everything feels so ridiculous.
i am upset over certain things. maybe the fault still lies within me. ahhhh

xueli : i can't sleep yesterday night
meiqi : me too
xueli : why u never tell me !? we can chat!!! >.>
meiqi : for what? later chat liao more difficult to sleep
xueli : talk will make u feel tired mah. then can talk talk talk till sleep
meiqi : I am not xiaomei

urgh. tired. today the moment i met yisin i started complaining LOL.
hungry man is angry man sia
nothing much to do.
i decided not to edit IS
I doubt even if i edit it would pull my marks up anyway.
not feeling really happy.
except for the fact that the things i bought are here.
nothing much seriously.
yesyesyes buzzer beat ep3 is out.
anyway just now in the bus.
i sort of did a calculation.
for click me, meeting once per month = 12 per year LOL except for cow whom i will still see tmr LOL
for my BFF jie & linda its like even lesser liao LOL
and for bc. don't need to calculate. we like meet two times per year. my birthday and her birthday LOL
people whom i use to see at school hahahaha.
neverminddd its the thoughts that counts :D
all right.
somehow its like one year le.
but everything feel like yesterday
anyway...... haha. i did domestic violence for IS
and read up alot more
then did i realise
I can be consider as a victim of domestic violence. unintentional victim
a mild case.
but all DV are serious!
blehhh anyway I am leading a brand new life now hoho

wee~ i enjoyed my Saturday!
the fire was a great success. WOW. haha.
then went home quite late?
was tired~

we went to buy the things at bpp first.
meet cash at the escalator in the NTUC fairprice. haha.
and it ended up when yisin and me went up, he was coming down. -.-

we bought the stuffs and then Dawn came.
went to get the cake. HAHA. cash, is really cash.
he paid for the cake! so generous sia.
( and the story went on )

lol. php is so fun.
and i am feeling so tired.
i don't even feel like watching buzzer beat ep2 LOL WOW
saw one of my favourite ice cream in the fridge but i will not touch it!
not till next wed since i promise Mr.Pham not to eat those things LOL
what a good girl I am, keeping my promises.

all right. shall go to sleep soon. but waiting for dawn to reply~~
heehee. see you guys tmr :D

( today... )

( pranking on meiqi!~ )

haha. then just now she went to bathe but before that she took her plushie and came to me and said
I BELIEVE U WILL PROTECT HER
lol. xiaomei is eyeing her plushie. hahahahaha.
people have to depend on each other.
Once I hated humanity but I am starting to love it so much.
Even though noisy people are irritating at times. quiet people are too emo.
that's human :D that's me. hohoho


( dinner is  )

LOL. I am procrastinating.
FP. ahh.
howhowhow
thats all my mind can think about.
what a failure -.-
watching the TV now. wow. haha nice nice nice food!! i want to eat it too! :D
buzzerbeat episode two is out~ HOHO
shall i watch it now? what about FP?
to think that I wanted to finish it ...
OMG they are eating crab now.... *envy*
HAHA! my meimei copied me. hahaha. tied up her hair like how I did too.
woah. now that tv show. they went to haji lane leh. haha.
I like that store at the corner :D:D

haha. seems like quite an amount of people like this note

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lol. should i just go sleep now? like wasting my time~~ :(

haha, today class is pretty funny.
though we didn't have any new things to do in class today.
and now i am completely sian -.-
BBQ-ing this sat :D most likely. DON'T CANCEL**!

feeling abit sleepy liao. shall i sleep?
ahh. FP~~ not done yet. part 4 half completed. part three 1/4 completed. and part 1 &2 is not completely completed!!
LOL. and WP... should i be more hardworking tonight?

1 hr 36 mins left.

aa. wanted to watch the updated dramas but it is taking a very long time to load T_T
and recently i am listening to YUI's songs. Her voice is like.. i just like it :D
tonight should i watch HP or should i watch channel u?
heehee. still not done with my FP & the WP.
i don't really know what I want.

i have one book missing!!!
and just now when i asked mama about it.
she said maybe i gave it to the library -.-
then she started saying about long long ago
i almost donated a few books to the library.
through the return hole HAHA

umm. my poor memory. where are my things??
lalala.

lalala. going to sleep.
today just ended like this
wondering are you too tired? 
too busy? 
cos i don't see you online so what are you doing?
wonder how sad the little prince is when watching the 43 sunsets.
i wonder how sad you are after posting that sad?
i had so much to tell.that i think i am such a troublesome person.
so much to tell that i can't do so now.
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